**These posts might be quite long for awhile.  Journaling my days during this time has become quite important to me.  After reading some research on trauma, I've learned that it can affect your memory.  And I want to remember this time.  I want to remember what I've learned about God, my faith &...

To my Arabella Grace, It's been one week since the delicate balance of your life shifted, and in a moment...you were gone.  It's been a week of great sorrow, inexplicable joy and the deepest heartache I have ever known. We kept you with us until almost 7am the morning after your birth.  We spent that time...

Hebrews 13:8 - Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever. Arabella Grace was called home into the arms of Jesus on Sunday night.  She was born still at 1 pound 1 oz., & 10 inches long.  She was tiny & perfect & beautiful. I am devastated.  I rejoice in knowing where she is, but...

We had our appointment with the high risk OB last week.  He gave Arabella Grace less than a 10% chance of survival after delivery.  If I'm honest, everything about how he delivered the results pointed more towards a 0% chance in his mind...but of course stated that he doesn't deal in absolutes. What he confirmed...